Got up early today, dahil maraming trabahong tatapusin. Got stuff done around the house. I did laundry almost whole day. Walked and played with pepsi ( the puppy), she had a lot of energy. Since yong anak- anakan ko is attending college , kailangan kong alagaan part of the day everyday yong puppy. I don't mind doing it, beside it's fun walking with company.

Anyway let's get to the point kung bakit " I am loosing it". Ganito kasi nangyari. Wala ako sa mood maghapon. I worked all day and my body was so beat up. Tong step daughter ko ba , di man lang marunong mag vaccumm ng sariling kwarto. Tanda-tanda na, kung di mo sasabihin di gagawin. My gosh! napakatamad! Nakakagigil. Ako na nga naglalaba sa mga maruming damit, tiklop ko pa. Heto pa masama, pagakatos dumating galing sa school, pumunta kami sa Shoenfield furniture , me appointment kami doon para sa bagong bahay para decoration. Then when we got home, syempre she(anak ng asawa ko) had to feed the dog after picking the dog up from the Petsmart ( the puppy had her bath and things done). Pagkapos nyang pinkain yong aso, lumabas sila ng kanyang mga kaibigan without fixing her own bed. My gosh! bwisit na talaga ako.

Pakalabas-labas ba namang ako ang nag lagay sa mga sheet sa kanyang kama!dahil kuno di daw maganda pakiramdam nya, yon ang sabi ng tatay. Bwisit sabi ko, " me sakit pala bakit sya lumabas" kako. Tong magaling kong asawa kinampihan ang sariling anak. It happend daw. Bwisit kako, puno na ako. Ayon nag-away kami. Ewan kung saan patutungo ang relasyong eto.

Gusto ko lang ikwento dahil. I got no body to talk to. Specially late at nigh.